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Alive In Hell
00:53
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I bide my time as I keep the noose at bay
Coerce my mind to embrace the coming day
I search the ground to find a semblance of peace
In these confines that I dwell, let my presence here be brief
Bide my time
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Frustration
00:46
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No, it’s not into focus
My mind is skipping
Stuck in a cycle
Repeating all my failures
My mind is skipping
But I know how to fix that shit
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3. |
Focused Hatred
00:42
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Some wounds should never heal
Left to weep and packed with salt
A divine delusion and the power you did feel
Unwound and laid out bare with all your faults
As your weakened shell lay frail
I was driven to my worst
So delighted to see you fail
I could burst
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4. |
Pathetic
00:48
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My dreams will hold no value
My future holds no hope
Destined for death or prison
Or strung out hooked on dope
But still I defy you
Am I impressing you yet?
Poverty has warped my vision
Unfazed, I stand provoked
Accept the world’s derision
Like it’s some fucking joke
But still I defy you
Am I impressing you yet?
Never enough
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5. |
Weakling
00:52
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Servile
Do you feel you’re worthy?
Do you not feel loved?
Do you pray to our god
That we cherish above?
Would you pledge as loyal?
And do all that we say?
We’ll bring you in our circle
And reject you anyway
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6. |
Scapegoat
00:51
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This fucking hole
I dug alone
Dignity dies
There lie the bones
These weights of shame
I’ve worn since birth
I’ll take the blame
And trade my worth
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7. |
Punching Bag
00:57
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The windows are drawn
And the doors are locked closed
The lies we were taught
Hide the horrors none know
This place is not a home
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Missing Person
00:45
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There’s an empty seat in the back of the classroom
The lights grow dim as the years wander past you
Names fade to echoes as they drift into the distance
Erased from this world, but yet everybody missed it
Gone
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9. |
Singularity
01:16
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As a whole
Run out the clock
Usher in the next era to be
Pushed to our limit
Pushed to the brink
Push the fucking button
Extol
Technological shock
Rejoice as it wipes you from all history
Pushed to the distance
Pushed to the side
Push the fucking button
An ever changing design
And it has all begun
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By My Own Hand
00:49
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Watch as I fall straight on my face
I press onward until my screams all turn to laughter
My hallmark is an elegant disgrace
A mockery of myself forever after
Watch as I get put in my place
So far to the bottom until I’m hanging from the rafters
Watch as I get put in my place
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12. |
Put Out To Pasture
01:02
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My patience wanes for these fucks around me
My dearest friends whom I held close to heart
A selfish shame, how it just confounds me
As time brings in change, we all just drift apart
I cling to memories of what used to be
I guess I could say that it’s all my fault
Nostalgia’s such a weak excuse to me
But nerves will be raw until feelings screech to a halt
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13. |
CTRL+ALT-RIGHT+DEL
00:43
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The crescendo builds as it’s set to fail
On the saddest platform and weak defense
As the movement plods, it goes off the rails
When it shits the bed? Well, that just depends
Such bravery yields much rewards
Each punch in the face pushes you back in your hole
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14. |
Sell You A Dream
01:00
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15. |
In Captivity
00:52
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Pray it’s over It starts again
A slave to the grind is a slave to the grind
But you’re only gonna fall more behind every day
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16. |
Shitdozer
01:28
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My 5lb bag runneth over
There’ll be no closure when I walk away
My 5lb bag runneth over
Full disclosure, I’m not okay
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17. |
Paradise Rejected
01:26
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Another close to another chapter
Just shut the door behind me
I’ll fan the smoke at my ever-after
Enough presence to remind me
I grasped at straws to stay out from the cold
And got snared into a nightmare
My existence, a sight to behold
I’d rather have just died right there
Welcome home
One fucking day, one fucking month, a fucking lifetime
I need a friend, a helping hand, a fucking lifeline
One fucking day, one fucking month, a fucking lifetime
Childhood spent wishing away all of my time
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18. |
Null And Void
01:07
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My worth as a whole is shared on a newsfeed
These shallow interactions just fucking reduce me
The glow of the screen on my skin makes me complete
I’m a host to this virus, please fucking delete me
Bullshit goes in and bullshit comes out
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Thetan Nashville, Tennessee
Started early 2011. Hardcore Drum n' Bass. For Shizzle.
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